Heartfelt Prayer
Dear Heavenly Father,
Hi.😌 Thank You for empowering me to go to Florida and thank You for encountering me there so powerfully. Thank You for always speaking to me and reminding me that You are always so near. Thank You for perfecting Your love in me. Thank You for this journey You have me on. Thank You for letting me see an example of what my heart longs for for my future home.
I pray my future home is a house of encounter of Your Glory. May each person that walks in encounter Your Presence in a new and refreshing way. May hearts be turned to You as they come into my home. May Your shekinah Glory be thick in my home.
Dear Heavenly Father, thank You for healing my trauma and anxiety. Thank You for helping me see You in everything. Continue to guide my steps and I thank You that You remind me every so often that You are indeed guiding my steps. Thanks for calming my anxious heart and for teaching my body that I am totally safe in Your Arms. Help me to come to You every morning and start my day with You and end my day with You. Nudge me when I am taking on too much. Remind me when I get overwhelmed that I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength. Your love has delivered me from anxiety. Deliver me completely from any desire to control any outcomes, be it in timing or anything specific. Bring me to deeper levels of complete surrender.
Dear Father thank You for continuous healing over me. There is no heart too broken that You can’t mend my beautiful Savior. I am healed and whole. I don’t need fixing. I am loved perfectly so there is no need to fear. Thank You for delivering me from fear. Thank You for empowering me to live a holy life. Lord I just want You. Help me to shift atmospheres wherever I go. Help me to be confident that I am a Glory-carrier. You don’t seek perfection, just a heart that longs after You. My greatest desire is to dwell in Your Presence all the days of my life.
Psalms 27
One thing have I desired of the Lord, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord, and to enquire in his temple.
And You say
14 Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the Lord.
Thank You for strengthening my heart dear Father. When i thought i couldn’t go on, You reminded me that I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength. You reminded me that I am more than an a conquerer! That I am an overcomer! I want to be sold out to you dear Lord! No worldly distractions. Teach me to always walk in the prophetic. Help me persevere in VPMG and VPA dear Father. Restore my self-confidence! Kill self-doubt in my heart as that is not how You wired me. You wired me full of confidence, resilient and an Overcomer! I’ve always succeeded in doing hard things in this life! I am a testimony of those who hope in the Lord shall renew their strength and mount up on wings like eagles. Help me to rest when it calls for it and to do when it calls for it.
Dear Father anxiety is trying to creep in and tell me that I owe all this money to the IRS and that all my working will be in vain. Silence the noise dear Father! You know my weaknesses and You never scold me for them. You meet me in them. Dear Father, help me to pay off this IRS debt completely and to withhold a portion for taxes dear Heavenly Father. Help my heart not to be overwhelmed by debt. Help me to pay off my student loans completely and this IRS debt oh Lord. Give me the financial diligence and discipline not to over spend. Help me to walk in a spirit of abundance! Father God bless me abundantly with wealth to pay off my all my debt, buy a car in cash and a house in cash. I don’t want to be a slave to Mammon dear Heavenly Father. I don’t want a mortgage! I’m just really passionate about that dear Lord. I don’t want anything tying me to this country dear Lord.
Help me to gain this NATC certification dear Lord and the confidence that I can heal your daughters in need of deep healing. Help me to break their chains in the name of Jesus! Help me to cast out demons oppressing Your children dear Father Lord! I am a demon slayer! Dearest Jesus the lies in my mind make me doubt my overwhelming love for You in my heart. Silence the voice of any spirit in my mind that is not the Holy Spirit! Help me to only believe Your Truth! Help me to immediately cast down any imagination that places itself against my knowledge of You and the love You have for me. God You are Sovereign. Help me to be anchored to this and know that if You allow something, it is for my good. I am walking in purpose right now. Settle my heart in this.
Dear Father as I go to Houston on Friday, I hate that I had to lie to Reggie but Lord help me break this soul tie with Olumide once and for all!! Lord I am tired! Empower me to go to Houston and I pray He encounters You in a mighty way! Keep me away from all evil and from temptation dear Lord. Help me to be a shining light to him of my transformation. May I tell him that I don’t see a future with him because we are not equally yoked. I don’t need anyone dragging me back to the world dear Lord. It is a daily fight to stay at Your Feet.
Whenever my mind wanders to the cares of this world or the lust of the eyes or the lust of the flesh or my heart puffs up with the pride of life, bring me lowly dear God. Keep a humble spirit within me the way You made me. Thank You for showing me how You designed me, before the wounds of the world made their mark. Before my sin made its mark. You are a God who restores. You are a faithful God. You told me to never give up on hope for complete healing and total restoration and I won’t give up dear Heavenly Father. Help me to walk now boldly in this complete healing and total restoration.
You are a God of many but the way You reveal Yourself to me, it just makes it feel like it’s just You and me in this entire universe. That’s the miracle of Your Love. I love You dearest Jesus. My ABBA. I pray for deeper revelation. I pray that You help me unveil the areas in my life so that I may behold more of You and be transformed from Glory to Glory. Search my heart deeply oh God and reveal any deceptive, wretched ways and lead me in the way everlasting. I want to always lie on Your bosom, to sit at Your feet. Help the truth that You don’t require performance but just a heart set on You to penetrate deep down the deepest parts of my heart. Help me to walk in calmness and serenity. Thank You for healing my identity. Thank You for breaking off false identities off of me! Continue to break all the lies I’ve believed dear Lord! Help me to immediately condemn every tongue that rises against me in judgement.
May my future home be my Secret place. Every room, every open space, may healing and deliverance flow to those who come into my home. Bless me to keep my home organized and tidy dear Lord. Help my heart to be content. Thank You for the promise of my children and for marriage. Help me to love Reggie with so much grace.
The reason anxiety and fear felt so ego distonic is because that’s not me. You made me fearless as a lion and gentle as a dove! Bring me back to my original design! My core self: calm, centered, compassionate, charismatic, loving, fearless, trusting, positive, optimistic. Help me never to see the world through lens of trauma but through lens of faith in Your love. Your Love is healing and I believe in the power of Your love to remedy everything! I cast out all feelings of unworthiness or false humility! Help me to walk boldly in my inheritance as a child of God! Silence the voice of religion and those who serve it! Keep me in the cleft of Your robe. Keep me near You always. Your love fills my heart.
Help me to let go of all my worldly ideas of what my husband should have or not have. You made me fall in love with his beautiful heart. You are working on everything else. Help me let go of the ways of the world, of the perceptions of people. Help me to receive Reggie’s love fully. In those moments when lies want to creep in about him or my own pride is loud, shut it down dear Lord! Keep my lips from telling lies. I know You hate lying. Make me hate what You hate and love what You love. Give me the strength to break things off with Olumide. I pray that I pray for Him and He comes to true repentance. I pray that He lets go of his carnality. I pray that He is able to receive all that I have for him. Dear Lord may I be an assignment to him this weekend and may I be a Truth-bearer so His eyes may be open. Save him dear Heavenly Father.
Father I don’t want to be with a man who has a child and who doesn’t value marriage. “I can’t wait to put a baby in her” That made me cringe. He is so lost and so blinded by the enemy. I pray for a true heart transformation for him dear Heavenly Father. Thank You for providing me with the opportunity that I could be with him but I now see that I can’t be with him. I want to start my own family. You didn’t deliver me from a narcissist to come and be entangled indirectly with another one. Deliver me from this soul tie once and for good dear Heavenly Father! I repent of the sin of adultery and fornication with Him dear Father.
I am trusting You to bring community, You wired me to be sociable and to love on people and I’m trusting that when the time is right You will bring me a stable community of people radical in their walk with You. Steady my heart to rest in this assurance. Marriage is to make me holy. This is me dying to myself Lord. I choose You always. You are the only King of my heart and no one else will have that title. Shepherd me Lord, when I’m forgetful, help me not to be hard on myself but to trust that You are guiding me even in my forgetfulness. You still work in spite of me. You know that I can’t help but be forgetful but help me to reframe it as You guiding me and teaching me that even in my perceived weakness, You are a Waymaker and Your Will will still be done.
Dear Heavenly Father help me to flow effortlessly in my prophetic wiring. Help me to recognize when I’m striving and cease. Take away the echo of lazy or weak in my mind. I am strong! I am resilient! I am a hardworker! I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength. Guide me Lord. You wired me to get my fulfillment from helping others. Help me to help others. I pray for the day that I won’t need any medications to help me get through the day. I pray for the day I shall lay down in peace and go to sleep. I am not a victim. I am an OVERCOMER!! Keep the faith in this book burning in my heart dear Lord. Help me to trust the process.
I pray that this job is the last time I ever have to work for the world’s system. The last time I ever have to work for anyone else. The last time a job ever tells me what to do. You have said You are my boss. Help me to persevere through these next three months in these dark skies and cold weather. I long to live near the water. I pray it be so dear Lord. Leading a simple debt free life with my loving husband and beautiful children raising them in the way of the Lord. Infuse me with the courage to wait on the fulfillment of all Your promises to me. Give me wisdom and discernment. I pray for peace and joy to never waiver from my heart. I pray to walk in peace, joy and love as my default state of being.
Dear Heavenly Father heal my body completely and restore exhilarating joy in my life! Help me to always trust You and not rely on my own understanding. Help me to always come to You to inquire the path I should take. Help me to always pray and help me to let go of what that looks like in religious circles. It is just me and You and our relationship. Give me rest and assurance in our relationship. Keep me safe Lord, keep me in Your Word always. Keep me in Your Presence always.
I love You dearest Father. Thank You for listening to this heartfelt prayer. It is the mighty, matchless, loving name of Your Son Jesus I pray. From my heart to Yours. Amen.
