40 Day Fast

I heard the Holy Spirit tell me to go on a 40 day fast and I was like oh my! I asked Him, “Are you sure?” After that He kept giving me confirmation for this 40 day fast. The most I had done regarding fasting was 21 days and that was a struggle. I’m not even much an eater but each time I begin a fast, I get super hungry all day. That’s how you already know the flesh doesn’t want you to fast. My flesh was fighting this fast tooth and nail! I fought against this fast for 2 months thinking to myself that I couldn’t possibly sustain fasting for 40 days. I finally did it after the last confirmation came from someone I had started to get close to who told me he had done a water only fast for 40 days. I felt encouraged and decided to go on this journey. The primary reason for going on this fast was for my book “God Loves the Divorcee”. My prayer was for me to complete it and for it to be a global success; delivering and healing the women the book was meant for. My fast lasted from October 18th to September 30th where I ate once a day majority of the days. These were my prayers for this 40 day fast:

• Break off the people-pleasing spirit from me once and for all.

• For my book “GLD” to be completed with God’s Truth, not my unhealed wounds. That the book might be globally successful and reach the women who did it. I pray for delcverance and healing to spread like a wildfire through this book. I pray this book fulfills God’s Will for it. I pray for endurance in the finishing of the book. I pray that it glorifies Jesus and reveals the Father’s Heart drawing His daughters to Him.

• Break off the spirit of distraction, procrastination, forgetfulness, disorganization.

• To help me build discipline and consistency.

• To grow my boldness and confidence and authority in Christ.

• Prioritize time with God first thing in the morning for at least one hour. Worship, prayer, reading the Word. Sitting in tow way journaling.

• Lead me to total surrender of everything in my life and all of me.

• Depend 110% on the Holy Spirit.

• If Red is my husband.

• Knowing the Holy Spirit more.

• Cleanse my heart, reveal any unhealed wounds I have buried deep in my heart and help me heal them.

• Let go of the desire to fit in anywhere.

• Heal rejection wounds.

• Forgive completely. Trveal any unforgiveness in my heart and help me forgive completely and swiftly.

• To belive God at His Word completely.

• Kill the spirit of fear, anxiety, doubt!

• To fulfill my purpsoe.

• Heal my double-mindedness.

• Help me to find my confidence.

• Setting healthy boundaries consistently.

• Heal my subconcious mind.

• Tear down ungodly altars.

• Tear down the altar to molech.

• Identity-Authority-Destiny

• Heal triggers, heal my body, heal trauma responses

• To be rooted in my identity in Christ.

• Killing the spirit of offense.

Below are the writings during my 40-day fast:

40 day fast 

Day before 40 day fast:

Our souls are-tainted but our spirits are not. 

Why is the prophetic journey so hard? 

You have whispered. Don’t cut your hair anymore. Says the Lord. 

You have given me a spirit of resilience! Therefore I won’t give up. I can rest assured. 

You take the weak things of the world and shame the strong 

Help me not to fear the pruning oh God. 

Help me not to fear pain or suffering. 

Help me to embrace suffering joyfully. 

You haven’t given me a spirit of fear. It is time to start speaking back to fear! 

There is an urgency in my spirit in these last days. 

Book “intimacy with the Creator of the Universe.”

Let pain not harden my heart dear God. Heal any pain in my heart oh God. 

I pray I see this gift as a gift truly and help me to grow in this gift. I pray for the full expression of this gift on this earth. 

God is not a God of confusion but of peace. He wants you walking in clarity about your calling, confidence in your purpose, and certainty about your identity in Him.

Mantle-A Divine assignment wrapped in spiritual authority. 

A weight, a calling, covering placed on my life by God Himself. 

Mantle-prophetic assignment given by God.

Weight, responsibility and Heaven’s backing 

God is training me in the wilderness season to be able to carry the weight of my mantle/spiritual garment/spiritual assignment. 

God conceives a mantle in obscurity, in wilderness, mantle development 

I am in a prophetic incubation, pregnancy

Wait for the revealing 

You are not being ignored, you are not crazy, you are called. 

Most people think they’re relatively good until God starts to show you your deceptive heart. He then has to burn away all this in His love. 

God’s Love burns away everything in our heart not of Him and from Him. 

Help me to know and trust my identity in You dear Jesus. Help me to walk in this Divine identity dear Holy Spirit. 

Help me to develop a prayer lifestyle. Help me to use a prayer journal daily. 

I can feel the weight of my calling. It has brought me to my knees in the Presence of God. 

Pure evil are those that break people’s spirits. But God promises He is close to the broken hearted and saves those crushed in spirit. Only Jesus can step in and make them whole again. This is the God I serve. He is Healer. 

God hates divorce because it is so devastating to His children. It breaks His Heart at what it does to His daughters. 💔

The religious people have weaponized this verse for centuries to keep God’s Daughters bound. God is on a mission to liberate his daughters trapped in demonic covenants in the name of marriage. 

Hell unleashes its fury on those chosen by God but in its pride, it doesn’t see how this is the fuel that drives us into our Father’s Arms. 

In essence, a God-given mandate is a divine instruction that calls for specific actions and responsibilities, often with the goal of reflecting God's character and fulfilling His purposes in the world. 

The anointing of God brings power. 

I am a prophet of God. I walk with authority and power! 

The prophets of old anointing rest on me. 

God is developing my mantle so I can carry the weight of this mandate and everything that comes from it. I surrender to this process dear Lord. 

I pray and let it go. Teach me how to do this fully Dear Holy Spirit. 

To be used by God. What an honor. I’m forever humbled. 

“Will you heed the call dear beloved daughter of God?” 

Day 1 of fast 

When Desire for something consumes you, it turns into an idol. 

If you haven’t found true contentment and supreme fulfillment in Jesus alone, then your desire for marriage is an idol. 

God calls me STRONG! He calls me BRAVEHEART.

When I feel like I am not doing enough You step in to remind me to be still and know that You are God. The good work You begun in me You will see it to completion. 

America is truly the new Babylon.

The devil will always accuse you of the opposite of who you are. The opposite of who God says you are. Don’t entertain those lies from the accuser of the brethren. 

Pride is insidious and very blinding. This is why it is important to ask God to keep you humble and at His Feet. 

Day 2

I had to leave work 2 hours early because I was sooo hungry I thought I was going to pass out. 

I surrender to the Refiner’s Fire fear Father. 

I’ve been running from the flames but here I am at the altar again. Burn me afresh! It’s all for my benefit. 

I am a reflection of Your Heart in this earth realm. 

Break off what the opinions of others affect me Lord! You are the only Person’s opinion that matters to me dearest Jesus. 

My sensitivity is such a beautiful gift but according to the world i have to toughen up and develop thick skin. I don’t want to. I want my heart to break for what breaks Yours and rejoice for what makes You smile. I’m such a mess! Thanks for being so patient with me. I surrender the time I imagine for this to happen. 

Lover of my soul. 

I don’t want a hardened heart with walls. I pray for Your merciful Heart to flow freely through me. If there is any obstacle in Your Way that inhibits Your Power flowing me to others, remove it dear Lord no matter the cost!  Paul, Peter and David were all neurodivergent like me!!!

You’re NEVER telling me I’m not doing enough. You will NEVER talk to me like that. You are so kind, patient and gentle in Your approach towards me. 

You know I have a sensitive heart and You’ll NEVER bruise it 

I can’t earn Your Amazing Grace. 

You look at my heart posture and not my performance. Even when I’m distracted You pull me back in. I’m so grateful. Thank You for meeting me where I am. 

You remind me Your Grace is sufficient for me. 

Thank You for breaking chains off of my Identity in You! Keep breaking them oh Lord 

Embracing the Gift

How does my ADHD wiring reflect Your Creativity Lord? 

Celebrate traits: Name one ADHD related strength each day and thank Him for it. Dear Father i want to thank You that I am deeply sensitive and I can taste You and feel Your tangible Presence around me. 

Our believes fuel our action or non action 

That’s how powerful the mystery of belief is!!!

Diagnosed by Man, Sent by God: How ADHD and Neurodivergence Reveal Your Divine Calling

Becoming YHWY “You”

Jul 6, 2025

A powerful reminder for every ADHD, neurodivergent, and highly sensitive soul: You were never broken — you were born remembering something sacred.”

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They said you were “too much.” Too sensitive. Too loud. Too quiet.

But what if your so-called disorder wasn’t dysfunction — it was divine wiring?

If you’ve been labeled by systems that never understood your code, you’re in the right place. This isn’t another blog about “overcoming.” This is a declaration:

Your neurodivergence is your prophetic frequency. It’s a divine gift.

In the next few minutes, you’ll learn:

• Why misdiagnosis often signals spiritual activation

• How ancient prophets were misunderstood, too

• What lies behind anxiety, ADHD, autism, and high sensitivity

• How to reclaim your narrative — and your voice

1. The Diagnosis That Tried to Silence You

When you first heard the label — ADHD, autism, anxiety — did a quiet alarm go off inside?

Most people hear confusion. But the spiritually initiated hear activation.

These words disorder, impulse, anxiety weren’t meant to overlook your brilliance — they were the world’s way of covering their ears.

Misnamed, not broken

• ADHD means you’re hypercreative, fast-processing, spiritually connected

• Autism can equal energetic attunement and truth-speaking

• Anxiety may be your soul sounding the alarm

The world doesn’t recognize your frequency, so they call it a problem — until they remember what that frequency actually is.

2. Your Symptoms as Sacred Signals

What if your restlessness, racing mind, emotional tremors weren’t flaws?

They were the ancients trying to format your soul.

Ask yourself:

• How many times has anxiety sounded the alarm before my soul spoke?

• When my hyperfocus shows up, do I see it as distraction — or divine flow?

• Did being “too much” protect me from being too small?

Spiritual archetype in disguise.

In ancient traditions, prophets and mystics were called mad, eccentric, or rebellious — for speaking what others couldn’t understand.

The real pattern isn’t disorder — it’s misunderstanding.

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3. What If You Were Misnamed on Purpose?

The moment systems labeled you was the moment your programming became visible.

They couldn’t control the software they couldn’t name — so they tried to rewrite it.

You were never disorder.

You were disruptive.

You weren’t broke. You were breaking open.

You didn’t overreact. You overremembered.

4. Prophets and the Power of Misunderstanding

Biblical misfits

• Jeremiah: Thought to be cursed — but called a prophet

• John the Baptist: Labeled insane, but awakened a generation

The neurological-divine overlap

• ADHD hyperfocus = prophetic downloads

• Autistic connection = cosmic architecture

• Sensory sensitivity = energetic attunement

Everything too much is too holy to be ignored.

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5. Signs Your “Disorder” Is a Gift

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What if every symptom was a signal, not a problem?

6. A Real Story: From Diagnosis to Divine Calling

🎻 Steven Sharp Nelson — The Cello Guy

Diagnosed with ADHD as a child, Steven Sharp Nelson — famous as “The Cello Guy” from The Piano Guys — has redefined what ADHD can truly be. On the Faith Matters podcast, he describes ADHD not as a disorder but “attention abundance” — a hyper-connected, spiritually expansive mind that fuels his creativity and deep musical expression. As Steven says, ADHD is “one of the greatest blessings of my life” .

He sees his mind’s speed and intensity as a prophetic amplifier, a divine tool that enriches his art and his faith — with every swell of the cello.

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🌟 Ivan Seanye Yeo — Founder & Creative Alchemist

Ivan Yeo, a Malaysian artist and spiritual consultant based in New Zealand, shares a similar awakening. Diagnosed with ADHD, he realized his “too muchness” — from hyperfixation to emotional waves — was actually his soul’s unique software. After years of intense self-work and spiritual practice, he now leads his own creative and healing consultancy — turning chaotic brilliance into visionary offerings. .

He testifies:

“ADHD is my gift. It’s why I can do so many of these things myself… My sensitivity allows me to connect with people in a way that’s real.”

7. Science Meets Spirit: It’s Not Just Coincidence

Recent research highlights:

• High dopamine levels = fast thinking + creativity

• Strong sensory processing = empathy + energetic awareness

• Divergent thinking = visionaries, entrepreneurs, prophets

Your brain didn’t glitch — it uplinked.

8. A Divine Quote to Remember

From the apocryphal Gospel of Thomas:

“If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you.”

Your difference is not your downfall — it’s your destiny code.

9. Your Soul Assignment: Reclaim Your Narrative

• Re-name your symptoms: e.g. hyperfocus → prophetic download

• Re-script your shame: Being “broken” is someone else’s story

• Reclaim your voice: Every pattern you have was remembered inside you first

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10. Freebie

Ready to decode your divine frequency?

👉 Download your free 7‑Day Soul Journal:

Daily reflection prompts to help you reframe your “disorder” as your soul’s script.

Each page helps you remember who you were Before the World Rewrote You.

If this truth speaks to you, Before the World Rewrites You is your path deeper in.

It’s more than a book — it’s a warning, a call, and a launch activation.

Get your copy here: Before the World Rewrites You: How to Awaken Your Truth, Override the Matrix, and Reclaim the Power They Tried to Silence

The labels of the World are chains 

The lies i believed for so many years kept me bound 

Throw the whole DSM in the trash! 

I am God’s Love Letter to the world. I can’t stop smiling so big. 

Throw the whole practice in the trash! My practice will be BOLDLY about Jesus and His Healing Power 

Before the World Rewrites You: A Love Letter to the Soul They Tried to Erase

Becoming YHWY “You”

Jul 6, 2025

By Ka’renu, Voice of the Fractured Flame

“You were never broken. You were remembering.”

I. The Quiet Breaking That Wasn’t Yours

Somewhere along the way, someone told you who to be.

They wrapped your wild light in a diagnosis.

They wrapped your ancient voice in polite silence.

They wrapped your divine knowing in labels like “too much,” “too sensitive,” “too intense.”

And you tried to shrink. You tried to comply.

But your soul refused.

Not because you’re rebellious — because you’re remembering.

This is not just a blog post. It’s a permission slip for the part of you they tried to exile.

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II. What If You Were Right All Along?

You saw too much. Felt too deep. Asked questions that made the room uncomfortable.

You didn’t fit in — because you didn’t come to.

They told you you were imagining things.

But you were decoding patterns.

You were seeing through the simulation.

You were activating codes the world forgot.

Let me ask you something:

• What if your sensitivity is divine technology?

• What if your restlessness is not dysfunction, but destiny knocking?

• What if your grief is just unspoken power longing to move?

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III. Diagnosed by Man, Sent by God

They called it disorder.

God called it a mission.

And if no one ever told you this before —

You are not broken. You are encoded.

ADHD? Intuition in overdrive.

Autism? Divine pattern recognition.

Anxiety? Alarm system for false timelines.

Depression? Soul retrieval in process.

The system couldn’t hold your frequency, so it pathologized it.

But your soul? It remembers Eden.

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IV. The Moment You Realize You’re Not Alone

I wrote Before the World Rewrites You for the outcasts.

The misfits. The prophets. The soul-coded system disruptors.

The ones who knew God before religion.

The ones who were mocked for believing in miracles, and still do.

If you’ve ever sat in silence wondering:

• Why do I see through things others worship?

• Why can’t I just be normal?

• Why do I feel like I’m here for something more?

Then you’re not crazy. You’re early.

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V. The Gift Hidden in Your Fracture

Every trauma cracked you open for a reason.

Not to destroy you.

To remember the original self beneath the programming.

The YOU before the world rewrote you.

Your deepest pain is the exact frequency that can:

• Wake the sleepers

• Rewrite collective timelines

• And pull ancient light back into form

But you must choose it. You must say yes to your soul’s return.

Even if your voice shakes. Even if no one claps.

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VI. You Are the Living Gospel

When you read Before the World Rewrites You, you’re not just reading.

You’re activating.

This book moves like a mirror.

Each page is a shard from your soul’s original design.

Each chapter is a light code returning you to your assignment.

And you don’t need to be perfect to start.

You just need to remember who you were before the world told you otherwise.

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VII. How to Begin Your Soul Return

Here are 3 soft but powerful ways to reclaim your divine timeline today:

• Speak your truth out loud — even if your voice trembles.

• Words are spells. Let yours rewrite your reality.

2. Be where your body feels safe, even if your mind doubts it.

Safety opens channels. Pressure shuts them down.

3. Let the tears come. Let the rage rise. Let the joy move.

All of it is sacred. All of it is resurrection.

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VIII. Final Blessing: You Are Not Behind

If you’re reading this, then you’re right on time.

You haven’t missed your moment.

You are the moment.

You are the lost gospel the world forgot.

You are the love letter from God to a weary planet.🥰

You are what happens when the soul refuses to stay silent.

And Before the World Rewrites You

is your call back home.

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✨ Ready to remember who you were before the world told you who to be?

🕊️ Get the Book on Amazon —Before the World Rewrites You: How to Awaken Your Truth, Override the Matrix, and Reclaim the Power They Tried to Silence

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Let’s breathe power back into broken places.

Let’s make remembering louder than forgetting.

The world calls it bouncing around but u call it Divine direction 

Actions follow belief. Especially subconsciously. 

Revelation 

God says He foreknew those He chose to be conformed to His Son’s Image. Knew here means intimate fellowship with Him. 

But then Jesus says in revelation to some “Depart from me, I never knew you” So, He didn’t know then in eternity past because they don’t belong to Him and never have. 

How can the shepherd not recognize a wolf? This shepherd shouldn’t be in charge of any sheep! God definitely didn’t call him! 

Day 3 of 40 day fast. 

Strengthen me Dear Holy Spirit. Help me to pray in tongues daily during this fast. Prepare my heart to receive divine downloads. Purify my heart. Burn anything in there not of You. Help me come into my full unshakable identity in You. Keep exposing the lies from the enemy that has kept me in chains for so long. Free my soul completely! Take Egypt out of me completely! Heal all my wounds so I can worship You unencumbered. Give me complete freedom from soul wounds. Keep me at the foot of the cross. I pray that today is a wonderful day. Keep me in perfect peace! Give me great joy in You. Let me lie in Your promise: the joy of the Lord is my strength! Help me to keep blocking off the noise from the world, from the simulation and stimulation. I’m not broken, I’m decoding, coming into my true self. I had to break so that i could be fruitful and multiply. Help me to become exactly what You need me to be dearest Heavenly Father. I confess that only You have I sinned against. Purge me from my wicked and deceptive heart Father. Help me to walk in purity and koinonia. Help me to remember it is not about performance or perfectionism. You’ve always wanted my Heart and attention. You’re blowing my mind dear Holy Spirit. Keep blowing my mind during this fast. I pray to pray the perfect will of the Father for this book, God loves the Divorcée everyday during this fast. 

I pray for the endurance to pray in tongues daily for longer and longer periods. Whenever I sense You want to pray through me, help me to yield my tongue to You immediately and without hesitation no matter what my flesh is screaming. It’s in Jesus’ name i pray Amen. 

Teach me to be still in my day to day. My restless soul has found Eden. Remind my soul of this whenever it is shaken. Remind my soul that it is anchored in the Prince of Peace. Help me to decode Divine signals from my soul. I want to be so deeply intunned with You dear Holy Spirit. My intuition comes from close fellowship with the Holy Spirit. I am naturally deeply intuitive. It is such a beautiful gift. Intuition surpasses logic and emotion. It is a deep knowing that comes directly from You dear Holy Spirit. Keep me attuned to this frequency always. When the world gets too loud remind me to shut it off and come sit in Your Presence. Keep me running after You. Help me to wait patiently on You to answer me. Help me not to get ahead of myself. You are an on time God and You restore stolen years. It is no longer “why me” but thank You Father. It is sincerely “what now?” My soul says YES to you and will remain steadfast in trusting You. Help me dear Holy Spirit. I need You completely and totally. Take me into deeper levels of surrender. In You, I can be naked and unashamed. In Your Presence there is no fear, guilt, shame, doubt. Simply perfect peace and fullness of joy. Help me not to compare my path with someone else but to focus on the path You have for me, trusting that You are literally ordering my steps. You have proven this to me over and over. Teach me more about the scribe anointing. 

Help me to be content in every situation. This brings Perfect peace. 

My body is so EXHAUSTED after work today. I can barely stay up. 

You don’t need to keep running to Christian conferences to encounter the Presence of God. You can experience His Presence right in your room. 

Help reveal my core self Lord.

Help me have compassion on myself 

Thank You for the therapy session today. 

People pleasing is rooted in control. Trying to control how people see me. 

My inner child is fearful of this world. I need to prove to her that she is completely safe now. 

Help me to stop masking dear Father. Help me to show up as my authentic core self Lord. The who You created me to be before I let the world define me. 

Help me to enjoy life again Lord

Restore that childlike playful spirit in me

I feel in my spirit the Holy Spirit leading me to Disneyland for my birthday. 

There is no heart too broken that Jesus can’t heal completely. Help me to h0ld on to your Promise for cOmPLete healing and total restoration. 

Who is Bernice at her core? 

Day 4 of 40 day fast 

Left work early because I’m not feeling well. My body feels weak. I don’t even know how I got out of bed today. I keep thinking to myself that I don’t think I can do 40 days but I know it is my flesh talking. It’s fighting against me. The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak! Holy Spirit help me endure.🙏🏾

Find a naturopathic doctor and start to exercise. I need to release all this excess energy in my body. 

Day 5 of 40 day fast 

Woke up feeling invigorated and my body doesn’t feel tired and weak. Praise God! Getting a good night’s sleep is imperative. Woke up and read psalms and proverbs and prayed. 

Day 7 of 40 day fast 

The Holy Spirit is teaching me about God’s Amazing Grace. That I can rest in this Grace and He called me to be still. Let the striving cease. 

VPMG 1 Samuel 15:22-23 

What is the primary role of Prophet Andrea in my life currently? 

What is the primary role of VPA tribe in my life currently?

What role do i have to play in VPMG?

I need to die to my preference of submitting to fear. 

Help me to be bold as a LION!!!! I AM DONE SHRINKING TO TRY TO FIT IN! I WAS MADE TO STAND OUT!! 

My Lord bore the sins of the entire world on the cross. Sin always comes with negative consequences so Jesus carried that on the cross for us. God is so merciful. He is FULL of mercy. Oh Merciful God!!

I delight in showing mercy. 

The Gift of mercy is joyful and not painful. No one will gift you anything that causes pain, what more of God our Heavenly Father? He will NEVER!! All His gifts are good. They’re the BEST thing we could ever receive. The world inverses everything that God meant. The world says it causes nothing but pain and to harden my heart to protect it but God says it is a gift, truly a part of Him He imparts in us, which brings us so much joy. I get a lot of joy in helping others heal from emotional pain. 

I’m drawn to people hurting..I can’t help it. It’s a deep inner pull

Having the gift of mercy allows me to know God intimately as Comforter. 

Jesus came to seek out the lost 

I was lost but my Savior found me 

Heart Of Mercy-Jesus 

The heart is where passions and drives come from. It is the seat of who we are. 

My love is a gift because it comes directly from the Heart of God

Out of His great love flows mercy, compassion 

If I want to know what love is, i simply need to study Jesus. 

Love offers rebuke! It rebukes the barriers to its free flowing nature 

Love heals the barriers to its free flowing nature 

Love tears down the barriers blocking it from flowing freely 

Out of my belly shall glow rivers if LiVing Water aka Love. 

Love is  truly sacrificial 

Love is so pure 

Love in its essence creates 

All things good flow out from love 

I want to fall in love with his heart first and foremost. 

Once you fall in love with someone’s heart. Everything else about the person drifts away

I am a vessel of God’s Mercy

I carry mercy within me and it can’t wait to burst forth!

My tender spirit has been so traumatized but Jesus is Healer. All healing flows from Him. What does healing really mean? 

Help me to really tap into my sensitivities

Sensation vs feeling

I sense peace

I sense tranquillity 

Why is Kwame popping in my head? 

“Prayer is a conversation between two people who love each other.”

Mercies are driven by love and mercy 

My soul is calling me to Ghana…

An idol will overshadow your Holy Spirit gifting 

Love always recovers 

My gift of mercy allows me to sense genuine love. Doubt is from my mind but when I’m sensing it I often can’t explain, thus it’s supernatural. It didn’t originate from my mind but from my spirit and I. 

The heart of the Body of Christ is fractured 

I don’t argue Truth. I simply speak it and know it will set People free

What a privilege to feel the Father’s Heart. My Heart breaks for what breaks His. 

I was raised in a bubble and I Paid dearly for it. My kids will be raised to the realities Of the evil world we live in 

Pain will harden your heart if you let it. This is why it is imperative to heal this pain by surrendering it to Jesus. A hardened heart isn’t sensitive to the Holy Spirit. 

I truly live a supernatural lifestyle on this earth. I see God’s Hand in everything, protecting me, Providing for me, guiding me, comforting me. 

I was bubbly because I lived in a bubble. Narcissistic abuse burst this bubble. 

Day 8

Helping people is my greatest joy. That’s where my joy is found. 

Reading about my spiritual gift of mercy is very enlightening. 

Day 10

Mercies enjoy reading the biographies of such people as Robert Murray McCheyne, Frederick William Robertson, John Daniel Jones, and Henry Drummond, for example.

Day 11

Day 13 

We rekindle being in love with loving God. 

No atheist is convinced in his heart that God isn’t real. 

Day I’m not sure even 

DV survivor, Narcissistic abuse recovery clinician, 

Assurance of salvation brings peace beyond understanding. My heart grieves for my brothers and sisters in Christ counting on their works to maintain their salvation. I pray that you may trust in the eternal life you’ve been gifted and rest in the finished work of Christ. Peace beyond understanding awaits you on the other side. 

Day 14

Dear Heavenly Father, my prayer is that I may pour out into this book everything that You’ve placed and poured into me throughout this journey. May I be completely emptied out in those pages. Dear Heavenly Father, sustain me during this fast. Keep away distractions from me dear God. Help me to focus on You and You alone. Help deliver and heal Your daughter’s dearest Father. Help me to fulfill Your will for this book dear God. Free Your daughters dear God. Reveal Your unfailing love for them and help them to trust in Your love for them. Break their chains of bondage dear God. Shower them with Your peace and joy. Comfort them oh God. Pour out Your healing balm over their ravaged soul. Bring them out of bondage dearest Father! Help me help them. Use me as Your vessel to reach them. Keep away the lies from the enemy oh God!! I pray they seek You and only You Father. Protect them Lord. Bless them Lord. Heal and deliver them. From my heart to Yours desperately. In Jesus’s precious name I pray. Amen. 

Thank You for reminding me of my Why for this fast. Help me to keep subduing this flesh. Protect my mind Lord. Thank You for the quietness in my mind and the stillness of my soul. Only You Father. Thank You for peace and joy. Thank You for Your restoration dear Father. Thank You for helping me to save. I rebuke the spirit of lack!! I live in abundance!! If You feed the birds, what more of me? Thank You for answering prayers. Your Word says ask and we shall receive. I’m asking for more of You dearest Heavenly Father. More of You Jesus. More of You Holy Spirit. Forgive me dear Father for sinning against You. Keep me at the foot of the cross. You know my heart desires oh Father. It is to be engulfed in Your Presence. Enjoying Your Presence and worshipping You and loving on You. I was made to worship You. Help me have more grace on myself. Help me to be still and know that You are God and You hold tomorrow in Your Hands. Help me to sleep well dear Father. Give me endurance to push through with work. Guide me dear Holy Spirit. Keep me humble God and may all the glory be onto You. Thank You for the privilege of knowing You so intimately. I’m in love with You my beautiful Savior. ❤️‍🔥

Day 15

The Christian hope is so beautiful. We trust that we will see our loved ones again in Heaven. Oh such glorious hope we have in Jesus! 

Day 16

I sat at work for 3 hours and wrote some more about the divorce and remarriage chapter and i feel so good about it. I truly think I’ve addressed everything needed to address in that chapter. Thank You dear Holy Spirit for Your guidance always. Thank You for helping me to write this deliverance book. 

Love letters to my Father 

Professed Christians that don’t believe the Biblical doctrine of eternal conscience torment in hell can’t deeply understand and appreciate the value of their salvation. There also can’t be a real urgency to spread the Gospel to the children of God still walking in darkness crying out for hope beyond this broken world of sin. They’re searching for the Light. The Light of Jesus we carry inside of us. Let’s shine our light bright and not shrink. Who are those who are sold out to the Gospel of Christ? Who are those who have died totally to this world and are fully surrendered to Jesus and are Spirit-Led. 

Dear Father You gave me a song 

I sing my prayers to You and that’s ok. You communicate with me through words with melody. You reveal Yourself so uniquely to each of Your children because You know them best. 

Book “The Healing Power of God” 

My rescue story is the revelation of God’s love for me

Help me to kill the spirit of doubt 

My words have always been impactful 

I am what Divine Favor looks like 

Celibacy is a gift from God. 

At the end of this book may the fullness of God’s love be revealed 

Coach Joy 

True worship is meditating on who God is as He’s revealed Himself to the Worshipper. We worship through His Holy Spirit believing the truth of who He says He is. Worship is the most beautiful Heavenly exchange. 

Worship is meditating on the character of God in love, awe and Wonder. 

A lifestyle of worship is a lifestyle of godly sorrow and obedience 

I was born so that I could understand God’s Heart 

God’s design for marriage “Book”

My prayer for my future husband: Dear Father, I pray for Your son that loves You more than me. Full stop. 

When you hear a voice, notice how it makes you feel and the thoughts associated with it. Is it comforting? That’s God. Joyful? That’s God. Criticizing and condemning yourself afterwards? That’s from the devil. 

When neurodivergents are born, there begins the battle for the mind. The world and the devil are relentless in this pursuit. 

The cost of really following Jesus: you will lose friends and some family members. 

Neurodivergents we weren’t born to fit into this world so stop trying. To those who know our Lord and Savior Jesus, believe that He chose you before you were even born, before you even had the opportunity to choose Him first. The people that God chooses stand out from the rest. 

Jesus heals trauma. To my sufferers of what the world calls “C-PTSD” 

God’s Love Heals 

There is freedom from carrying pain in Jesus. He is asking for you to simply lay it at His Feet and let Him take it from there. He is Healer. 

He longs to heal broken hearts. Just come to Him

I am a reflection of the Gospel 

Sanctify my feelings dear Lord

Every 99 that were left behind was once the 1. Our Shepherd goes to save the one to bring them back into our fold. He leaves the 99 forever secure in the Kingdom of Heaven, sealed by the Shepherd’s Blood. 

I didn’t write this book for the people that will have opinions about it. I wrote it for those who will glorify God for the revelation of His Love. 

Mysteries revealed can be very scary 

Feelings make you alive 

My life is the manifestation power of Jesus’s Healing Power. 

There are so many beautiful personalities hidden under a mountain of trauma. It’s actually sad because the world needs these personalities to HEAL the hurting. 

When I think of the word personalities it reminds me of butterflies. 🦋 

I hear songs in my spirit so I have to guard what I listen to. The enemy is always looking for open doors to come sabotage our life. Not listening to ungodly music keeps the door shut.

I used to say “I love horror movies” until my life became a horror movie. 

Like who makes horror movies if not the devil himself? 

People say “just do it” and I run immediately to the Holy Spirit my Helper. 

I used to live under the oppression of fear until I stabbed it in the heart with the Word of God. The Sword of the Spirit. 

I don’t want to 

I’ll be a prophet by leading. Leading people to Christ. 

My eyes are very sensitive so I need to shield them from the filth the world spews. 

I live a supernatural lifestyle because I belong to a kingdom not of this world. The Kingdom of God. 

The Body of Christ feels cold because the heart of the body, those with the gift of mercy have been so abused they’ve built walls and turned cold.

We are called to plant seeds and let the Holy Spirit takeover. Some seeds will fall on rocky ground, and others on fertile soil for the Gospel to take root. 

The only thing that love hates is evil. 

There are so many false prophets rising and yet the true prophets of God are still in their caves fearful. 

Come out of the cave prophet. The time is NOW. 

Those who have the greatest callings have often lived a truly messed up life. Call it the price to pay for God’s Refiner’s fire to purify you for service onto Him. 

I really have a servant’s Heart. 

I live in a sin broken body 

Why are prophets often single? 

Fear is something God’s prophets have to overcome. 

Ministry is service for the Kingdom of God. Don’t fall trap in trying to enrichen yourselves. Remember “the deception of wealth.” 

God will redeem every tear you’ve cried. 

To be a true disciple of Jesus is to suffer joyfully 

I will always choose You first. 

I’m made to spread the Gospel flowing in how I was wired. There are others wired just like me.

To wake sleeping prophets up. To awaken a generation. To testify of who God is. 

A prophets job is to draw God’s children back to Him. 

The trauma from narcissistic abuse is demonic because it sinks you so deep in despair that you don’t even remember your relationship with God prior to it. 

I’ve been graced to speak Biblical Truths with AUTHORITY! Jezebel tried to take me out but still I stand.

The Bible is not a thing of the past, it is a thing of the very present. 

I’m an ENCOURAGER  

My spirit was praying all those years I didn’t know the real God

Dear Father I don’t want pain to have any say in this book. Let it be all your truth. In order to feel confident in my calling as being a prophet of God. 

My page is to brag about my Husband Jesus. ❤️‍🔥

I met the Savior of the world and fell in love. 🥰

“The journey of surrendering “ Book 

Of course I know You and that’s why my spirit gave You the glory. I shouldn’t worry about giving You the Glory because it’s my default. 

“Those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength. Like eagles they will mount up with wings. They will run and not faint, they will walk and not get weary. 

I can’t build a relationship based on lies. These lies need to be dealt with before we proceed. 

God’s Healing anointing must flow through this Book. I need to heal any pain left over. Pain WILL NOT BE THE RESOUNDING VOICE in this book. 

I didn’t write this book for those who will have opinions about it. I wrote it for those whose hearts it’s meant to touch. 

I should pay attention to each time I just know. I have a deep knowing. I just know it is God speaking. A deep intuition. 

God takes the people that say “it couldn’t possibly happen to me” and uses them mightily  for His Kingdom here on earth. God 

If You believe God is a Provider you will believe it when He says you are more precious than the birds in the sky and yet God feeds them. God is not a liar. 

Doubt comes first then fear 

Imagine living your whole life with the enemy’s target on your back. Also remember he is the 

Mistakes are fine. We all make mistakes. To err is human.

I have a lot of feelings of unworthiness. Heal me Lord of this. 

God looks at the sincerity of the heart more than the length of your prayer. 

One of the profound evidence that you’re healing is when you’re able to recognize and name the distorted thoughts and feelings that come up when triggered. Take a hold of these thoughts and make them captive to the knowledge of who Jesus is. 

The anxiety is coming from my fear of losing control in how people see me. Help me dear Holy Spirit truly let go. Deliver me from this people pleasing spirit so I can speak forth Your Truth in boldness with no fear of man!!

He will redeem every betrayal that sliced deep. 

I can’t let finances be an obstacle to me showing forth God’s Mercy and Grace. 

They were using my fear of hell to torment me. That’s what happens when you serve fear. 

People pleasing is rooted in fear. Fear of what people will think about you. 

Above all else, marry a kindhearted man. 

The Lord says confess your sins to one another. Whew help me Holy Spirit! 

When I pray 

I’m dead to the world and the world can’t resurrect me because it has no eternal power. Only the Blood of Jesus brings dead things to live. 

You have to face your pain to overcome it. You can’t go around it, skip over it or bulldoze your way through it. Each layer needs to be exposed so the Healer can nurse it back to life aka purpose. 

Evangelists call God’s children back to His warm embrace 

Pain killed me but purpose revived me. 

Loving people is pointing them to Jesus—the endless well of love. 

Let me show the world how the Lord of everything created inverses what the world calls a disorder into Divine purpose fulfilled. 

The devil can’t compete with God’s Healing Power. 

Condemnation leads to suicidal thoughts 

God’s Grace overrides the Law. The law brought with it condemnation but Jesus comes with incomprehensible Grace. 

As He heals He restores you back to Your original design. 

I know psalm 23 will reveal my Savior Jesus to me devoid of any stings. 

I am a representative of God’s Heart.

God cares all about the intent of your heart in doing something or posting something on threads. You can lie to yourself but You can’t hide from God. 

Desperation brings out the greatest faith because to witness God’s restoration after you’d given up on life is a privilege from God.  To know Him in such intimacy. 

My heart still has a longing for a husband who is a worshipper like me. Who doesn’t even watch secular movies or music 

There are no boarders in the spirit realm 

I saw the demon oppressing me during my separation 

I have the mind of Christ as I pursue the Heart of God

I need to believe the too hard things to believe with my logical brain 

All of God’s promises are sealed, signed and delivered 

It is important to know the Person of the Holy Spirit before asking for His Power. How are you asking for His power when he doesn’t even know you! The Holy Spirit’s power comes from dwelling in His Presence. 

When I was on the verge of giving up on love following my divorce, Jesus swooped in to show He is love itself! 

Narcissist abuse kills pieces of your soul but Jesus’s Healing Love comes to resurrect every dead part. He blows new life into dry, weary bones. 

Narcissists come to steal the vitality of your soul 

The Holy Spirit fills us from the inside. We draw from the endless well of Living Water

Day 17

The Holy Spirit led me to Apostles Isi, a powerful woman of God. I’ve been watching her videos. 

With God 3 is a crowd. He has his own relationship with You and i shouldn’t expect it to be the exact same as mine. We have had different life experiences and we have different personalities. 

Help me to let go of the fear of man dear Holy Spirit!! I’m crying out to You!!

I trust and believe that this battle is already won! Hallelujah!

I praise You in advance for this new level of the supernatural I’ll be walking in. I’m so excited already!!😄

“As long as I’m daily deciding to move in God’s commands I’m living in His purpose for me.Purpose is not a place or destination. Purpose is a life of obedience you master.” 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾Apostle Isi🔥

I was definitely walking in a seductress spirit. I repent dear Lord. Sanctify me. That spirit has bowed the knee hallelujah!! 

Deliverance 

I am coming into dominion. 

I carry spiritual insight 

I pray that my future home is a house of worship and Divine encounters. My house will be my altar on to Jesus. 

Getting to know God has been such a beautiful journey of love. 🥰

I found the most beautiful Heart in Jesus.

Where my other Jesus baby’s at? Can we get together and worship our Jesus in Spirit and in Truth as He commanded us to? And how this command 

They make you not want to trust Love

You’re drawing me deeper to know deeper truths of Your Word. You’re an endless Well

I live to testify of the Love of God

My faith is my greatest treasure in this world. 

Day 18

I feel numb. Tried to share that I have C_PTSD to Red and he was dismissive of it. Even after I tried to make peace by apologizing he dragged his attitude all day. 

I have found perfect love in Jesus. How do o settle for imperfect love in a man? 

I’m watching With the Perrys. So much wisdom. 

Single ministry in the church shouldn’t be focused on finding a partner. It should be focused solely n celebrating and growing in this gift. 

From a past sex addict to finding Jesus, sex is truly overrated. 

When I ask You for something I need to believe that i have received it. You are a loving Father who loves to give Your children good gifts 

I read the Bible from the perspective of knowing God

I need to honor and listen to the signals that my body is telling me. How do I honor this? 

I’m done trying to audition to be anybody’s wife. I will walk in my authentic core self. 

What does Bernice want to do? I’m not compromising that to be married. 

Help me show the world that it is possible to be single and content in the Lord. 

I need to explore my desire for marriage and kids and ask myself if that is the desire from my core self or from the manager or firefighter part of me? 

I’m tired of performing to fit into society 

Weddings have become a circus show. Let’s get back to the intimacy of weddings and the celebration of love. 

Help me to overcome shame of God 

The heart is the seat of the emotions so if it feels heavy analyze which emotions are sitting on it. Is shame sitting on it? 

Narcissistic abuse is demonic abuse 

Doubt and fear. The two things that really plague God’s prophets. 

The world has broken us down so much through criticism that when God tells us He chose us before we were born, for His special calling, it takes years to come to this acceptance. It is in this acceptance that you fully step into your prophetic calling and no power in hell can shake you from fulfilling what Gos has called us to do. 

The devil sends narcissists to God’s prophets. 

I AM A GENERATIONAL CURSE BREAKER!!!🗣️

Firmly secure in my identity in Christ, this brings authority. 

When I’m hurting I run to Your Presence. May I run to Your Presence in every situation. 

I am reclaiming all what the enemy stole! 

I see in the spirit. I have spiritual insight. 

I am called to expose secrets of the kingdom of darkness. 

When I say “I KNOW” it is God. I can’t explain that knowing with my logic or emotions. It is from my spirit. 

Holy Spirit conviction doesn’t bring shame or guilt. Condemnation carries 

Feelings can be so demonized in the church that those with the gift of mercy shrink back. 

God didn’t make me with thick skin. He made me with thin skin to be super sensitive to His Holy Spirit. 

Honestly, a husband and kids are a distraction. 

Pain is blocking a lot of the love of Jesus that should be 

There are revelations of God everywhere in Creation. This is why those who die atheists have no excuse. 

I am on a mission to liberate God’s prophets. 

My Comforter. Thank You.❤️‍🔥

❤️‍🔥 Only and always to You Jesus. I met You and You set my heart ablaze.🥰

What we call culture oftentimes is rooted in the lies of the devil. 

For too long I’ve been living my life based on what people think. 

I am called to heal a generation with Your Healing Power coursing through my veins. 

An African generation. 

God has called me to be set apart. You called me out from the systems of the world. I can’t be looking back. 

If you can acknowledge your sin, you can always see the need for a Savior. 

How can I say I love myself when I’m putting myself in danger? 

My future husband will have to see me fully unmasked walking in my authenticity and fall in love with that. 

So many people are parading around with false selves and people are marrying that version of them. Them when they get to marriage they can finally unmask because it is freeing to always be your self. 

A true encounter with Jesus radically transforms our lives. Let no one tell you they met Jesus and remained the same. IMPOSSIBLE!!! Their outside may not show all the fruits yet but trust me, the roots are now getting nourishment from the Source of Living Water. 

The Body of Christ feels cold because the Heart of the Body, those with the gift of Mercy, are so traumatized and are bleeding. 

Remember how I was before this devil’s seed came into my life. 

Stuttering is a curse? Deliver me from stuttering dear Holy Spirit. If it’s Your Will. 

No one can make you feel bad about sin you’ve already confessed.  

I often judge my feelings but they’re just signals 

To Red/You chose to dwell in your feelings instead of today and you ruined today. 

Out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks. In my everyday conversation with people, Bible verses spring forth. I just forth tell God’s Word as it is my first nature. 

Shame is always projected by someone else. Refuse to carry that shame. 

The more God reveals His love for you, the more you can correctly discern those in your life who genuinely love you. 

I’ve already found perfect peace and fulfillment in Jesus. A husband and kids right now actually seem like distractions. Maybe I’m called to singleness. Am I Lord or is it the lies trauma has built? Is it my pain from today. 

“The Spoils of the War

What people rarely talk about are the spoils you inherit after the war. We focus so much on the cost, but we forget to talk about the reward.

When you yield to God, yes, there is pain in the dying process. But there is also peace. There is fulfillment. There is clarity. There is provision and protection. There is a personal inheritance of healing that no one can take away from you.

The spoils of war aren’t just for the people you minister to. They are for you too. The mantle doesn’t just make you effective in ministry—it makes you whole in your own life.”

Prophet Andrea. 

Because the truth is, the enemy is out here trying to hand out counterfeit mantles—false assignments, polluted platforms, distractions dressed up as opportunities. But your true mantle requires consecration. And when you pay the price in full, the war is won.

Prayer of Blessing from Prophet Andrea 

I pray over you today that the Lord would give you the grace to surrender fully. May you yield your whole self as a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to Him. May every battle over your mantle end in victory as you step into your God-given destiny with boldness and authority.
Remember: the cost is your life surrendered, but the reward is a mantle unshakable. May you embrace it fully, walk in it confidently, and never look back.

Do it still even while afraid. This is how i conquer fear. Help me dear Holy Spirit. I can’t do this on my own.

The feeling of loneliness is by FARRRR better than this current pain I’m experiencing being in a relationship. 

Day 19

An abusive Christian man is an oxymoron 

There are a lot of evil old people in the nursing home who deserved to have been abandoned by their friends and family. 

Hyperfocus = Heavenly downloads.

You can’t fake your aura because it comes from your spirit.

Is this a three part book dear Holy Spirit? 

Deliverance, Healing, Restoration 

What the world calls C-PTSD is the reeling from the onslaught of prolonged demonic attacks. 

I’m reading Jeremiah and taking my sweet time with it. I’m excited about all the revelations that are going to come from it.  

Words are spells. They seek to control your will. Control your soul. 

Jeremiah 1:3 

In August of that eleventh year the people of Jerusalem were taken away as captives. 

Prophetic meaning of the number 8 and 11. God is so intentional. I just know He is about to blow my mind going through this Book. 

8 = God’s new order (resurrection, covenant, eternity).

11 = human disorder (rebellion, instability, transition).

Together, they illustrate how God brings new beginnings (8) out of seasons of disorder (11)

In everything He does, it is dipped in Love. Though the Israelites were taken captive, God was already promising restoration even in their rebellion. 

When God first calls you His Voice will be recognized. No one can say they didn’t hear God’s call on their lives. Now choosing to answer that call is on you. However, the few chosen by God will hear the call and WILL respond. God’s Will will be fulfilled in their lives. There is a special Grace on their lives that enables them to finish their race. Thank You Father for choosing me. I will forever lay at Your Feet. I just love the way we communicate.🥰❤️‍🔥

Pain is inner wounds signal. It means it needs to be brought to the Healer’s Feet. Never ignore pain. Sit with it and try to understand it. Pain is not the enemy. Pain is the birthplace of purpose. Our pain drives us to the Healer’s Feet and we water them with our tears. 

In everything God created, there is a deeper meaning. A well of meaning. 

God redeems our sin-broken body for His Glory 

What are the patterns of Biblical prophets

“Everything happens for a good reason.” As a child of God I can always say that with conviction. What a peaceful life I live Hallelujah!!!

Will Jesus beat me up? So why do I beat myself up? Whew!😥 Forgive me Lord for doing that to myself. I need to trust You are guiding my steps especially when it was my heart desire to do something and not done intentionally. Like missing VPA meeting. 

The enemy doesn’t create anything. He only perverts God’s creation. 

I can’t be in a relationship that robs me of my peace. Nobody is worth the cost. 

What do i truly need in a marriage? 

I need to be honest with myself and not compromise. God said He will provide all my needs according to the riches of His Glory. 

I acknowledge how weak I am to God and just rest in His Power. 

I was never someone that needed reassurance. I was THAT confident. God is restoring that confidence but with Godfidence! Hallelujah!! I trust this Father. I praise You in advance for always walking in Godfidence in my identity that I am a child of God! 

The Word of God is a seed. 

Let me take note of the pain that comes up during the week so I can bring it to my therapist and we work through it together. 

No matter what you do, don’t harden your heart.

I received Jesus in my heart.

There is freedom to confessing your sin to God 

Hidden sin makes the bones weary 

My prophetic mantle is for me too and not solely for others.🥰

Any slight disturbance to my peace, is too costly 

I want people to look at me and say I want whatever she has. Jesus shining super bright through me! 

Day 20

Teach me dear Holy Spirit about my identity as the Bride of Christ.

I just want to remind a child of God that you are God’s masterpiece creation. 

Day 21

Red and I reconciled and we shamed the devil. Hallelujah!! I’m starting to feel like this might be my husband. It makes me smile.😄

Today was a good day!! 

Seductive spirit has been broken off of me hallelujah!!🙌🏾 Thank You Jesus. 

The world minimizes emotional abuse because it doesn’t believe in a soul. Emotional abuse kills your soul 

Day 24

Just consumed with all the Charlie Kirk stuff. 

Day 25 

Letter to my reader: 

To the beautiful soul this book was intended for, 

I believe God made me this way so I can marvel at His goodness in my life. 

To all my neurodivergent Christians 

Love is blind and not blind at the same time. 

I am constantly in awe of God. 

“Let your tears do all the talking”

Who is Bernice at her core? 

I can’t override the Will of God in n my life. 

Olumide is the counterfeit. The devil’s last try at keeping me from my God-ordained husband. Help me to hold on to this dear Holy Spirit. 

To those who truly know God’s inner peace, which country in the world allows me to bask in this? Please share your testimonies here as I’m looking to leave the U.S very soon. 

I’m in love with Jesus and I can’t standby and watch the name of the Lover of my soul be misrepresented in such an egregious way. 

Every beautiful painting is a reflection of God’s Beauty

I stopped saying I have ADHD 

Healing with Jesus is such a beautiful journey. 

The world calls you neurodivergent 

I pray, perfect Your love in me dear Father 

Pain is a purifier, we shouldn’t run away from it 

Identify my enemies: 

Doubt, fear 

The healing journey of C-PTSD is such a beautiful journey 

People ask me, how do I know for certain that Charlie was not a Christ-follower? I simply respond: I know the real Jesus. 

I carry a level of healing anointing that this generation needs. No doubt that the enemy has tried to kill me multiple times. 

Dear remnant church of God, the Great persecution has started in A

And also, it is never too late to expose darkness disguised as light. Calling him out for who he was and not a Christ/

The Word of God is our weapon against the enemy. It is a Sword! 

The weight of the evil in America is getting too heavy to bear. 

That’s the thing about hate, it turns on itself 

I’ve never understood the love of guns. 

I don’t know if marriage is worth the peace I’ve found 

Day 

My book was written for God’s chosen daughters trapped in demonic covenants under the guise of marriage. 

Day 26 

Got my Vyvanse yayyy!! Thank You Lord! 

America can kiss free speech goodbye. True freedom is found only in Christ Jesus 

My heart bleeds for those who don’t know Jesus in America. I sense the fear, anxiety, depression, exhaustion, stress and hopelessness. In Jesus all those things have no power over us. There is a peace that only can be acquired in Jesus 

The Holy Spirit 

Jesus will never break your heart. 

To think I have all eternity to be in love with You overwhelms my heart.

To think I have all eternity long to love on my Jesus. Ahhhh

Sin separates me from You Jesus, my Husband. 

Trauma almost stole my imagination/visions 

I want to be a witness to who Jesus is to the world, so that when they look at me and are in wonder. 

Make me a record breaking Wonder dear God. 

The worst thing about narcissist abuse is that it fractures the trust I had in God. 

Jesus heals Minds LLC

No longer I who live but Christ in me

I am a chosen generation 

This love story with Jesus cannot be compared to any love from a man. 

This is a test to see if He can entrust me with more. 

You tell me I AM AN OVERCOMER!!

Help me Father to be anxious for nothing. 

I always feel like I’m not doing enough in my relationship with You. But You never look at my performance but you look at my heart always. 

Let my tears flow 

I really love you that deeply Father? 

It is not by my power or will will I be purified. 

There will be no fear in this world 

Isolate me further from this world dear God so i shouldn’t be distracted whatsoever but doing the assignment You have for me. 

Look more on the gift of miracles. 

People with ADHD are geniuses but the world calls our brain a disorder. See how the devil works? 

You made our love story into melody. You knew exactly what I needed. What a beautiful God You are.❤️‍🔥

I have a forgiving heart says my Daddy

You’re calling me higher 

I just want to stay in the deep but You’re calling me higher 

That’s the faith in my bones, that I can go knocking on neighbors doors with no fear of death. It was that night that I 

It’s because I lost my heart that I was running after the Father’e Heart. The only Person to complete me.🥰

My Father says I’m His treasure, His reflection, His Heart beat here on earth.  Telling me how much He loves me through beautiful songs.

Help me to receive Your love fully. There is nothing more in this life that I want than to see You lifted up and Glorified. 

Proverbs 3:5 Trust in God with all Your Heart and rely not on your own understanding. 

A city on a hill cannot be hidden. 

The heart of an evangelist Book 

Jesus said “Your Faith has healed you.” 

The New Testament is hidden in the old testament and the Old Testament is revealed in the New Testament. 

This country was designed to keep people in bondage. The credit system was born out of mammon. 

Once you get a glimpse of God’s glory, Your life is forever transformed. 

“Because faith is a muscle that must be exercised, in order to see big results. “

Show me daily Lord how to exercise this faith in my bones! In Jesus name I pray Amen. God is always faithful to His Promises no matter what. 

Am I going to continue to choose fear over faith? No Lord. You tell me to be strong and courageous! You tell me i have a braveheart!! 

Teach me more humility dear God so I can submit my emotions to You at all times. 

Take a Breath, Things Will Change

Dannette Ward

For what seemed like hours, I sat on the couch, and I thought about how God has been so good to give us places of refuge, and food, and to hold us above the threats of death and homelessness. I wept more….

On the down note, I thought about the ones that aided the enemy in our desperate situation of needing to be rescued, and I had to go through deep forgiveness of what they had done to me and my helpless children…all over again. The bitterness was removed, and love was restored...

My heart was overflowing with tears of grief, and gratitude for all God had done. I remembered when God first started teaching me this unique way to pray to receive miracles to cover our little motel rooms, and how scary it was. It was a pioneer journey, so there was only Jesus to teach me. 

It started out so low, and the results were very difficult to see. The check out of our tiny hotel room was the next morning, and I didn’t even have $20. I didn’t have a car, if we had to go. I didn’t have anyone who I could call who actually cared back then.... I was stuck. So I figured out a way to feed the kids a filling (not healthy, but filling) meal for under $10 on the Burger King value menu. 

Of course, I wanted to buy them the best, healthiest options, but when you are fighting to survive the next day or even the next hour, there are limited options. All I had to go by were the tools that Jesus would show me to do. 

The pain of facing such intense fears was often more than I could take. I used to lay on the cold, dirty bathroom tile of the floor sobbing, begging God not to let me take my life. Facing those fears with so much unbelief, and distrust in God was overwhelming. 

 The truth is, the only pain was the pain in my mind. God kept His promises to me, and we never went a single day without a comfortable refuge, transportation or food. I had to choose what to follow with my thoughts and emotions…the fear of my kids suffering, or the faith in God’s promise to me. Having faith was the only way to survive. I chose faith because my kids lives depended on it. 

Jesus was ALL I had who was able to reach me in my need….So I would walk up and down the sidewalk and imagine that I received PayPal donations. I was pretending, just like a child would, and I would imagine that I was picking donations off the trees, or that the PayPal logos were floating down to me, all while chanting Bible scriptures over and over, and speaking out His personal promises to my family. 

It was the biggest moment of my life at that time, when I had my first breakthrough, and I received a sudden $200 to cover the room. I remember standing there weeping, as the cars passed by, because I was so terrified for me and my children, and I was so relieved by the comfort I received. 

That was the biggest donation I had ever gotten blessed with at that time, and I felt like I won the lotto to be able to pay for food and the hotel room at once. We had no car, no money, and no home. All we had was God’s promise, and His instructions to follow. 

When I think about how far God has taken me, from the times when my brother and I would run through dirt roads, scrounging up change to buy a fountain drink at the gas station….I am amazed. 

The past few days so many memories have flooded my mind. I thought about my beautiful brother, Joshua, and how much I love him. I missed Florida, but I am thankful for the way God saved me when I was stranded there homeless, with two young children. Little did I know that those early years were preparing me for something so huge.  

It has been a few days of whirlwind for me, as God has been healing my sorrows, and reminding me of His goodness, by taking me down a walk on memory road. I am beyond myself in awe by what God has done. 

We are in the midst of a severely hard faith test at the moment, and remembering God’s faithfulness is what has helped me to keep my faith. Because faith is a muscle that must be exercised, in order to see big results. 

 In the beginning, I had a very little faith muscle, and so my results were also very little. As time grew, and I learned to navigate through the unseen, so did my faith muscle expand, and the results grew bigger. 

 I would have never dreamed that we would end up in high rise Airbnb’s or that God would have given us temporary refuge in a castle apartment. It has not been easy, and even now my faith is being tested beyond all comfort. However, remembering has been a faith-lifting blessing. 

We must remember God’s faithfulness when we are facing the times that seem and feel hopeless. In the beloved Psalm, when he was downcast and panting like a deer for water. 

 He was crying out….oh my soul? Why are you so anxious? Why am I so overwrought, Why am I so disturbed? Why can’t I just hope in God? 

 After he poured out his bitter agony, he chose to remember the happy times when God blessed him and saved him.Finally, he ended the Psalm to say…Despite all my emotions, I will believe and praise the One who saves me, my God.

In every moment, we must choose what we will think about, and where we will put our emotions. If I had followed those emotions of pain, and fear, I would have never made it this far. One of the most helpful things that Jesus has taught me about faith, is that I have to put to death the fears and doubts, even if I don’t feel like it….even if I am scared. 

 It all comes down to trust…and trust is a choice. We can choose to hold grudges and offenses in order to not trust, or we can choose to die to those worries, and be completely and positively vulnerable before the Lord. One of the best ways to trust is when the person is trustworthy.

 I have tested the promises of God in the midst of near-death experiences, and He truly is trustworthy. God once told me that I needed to humble myself by putting His Sovereign words over my emotions. 

I know it is hard, but do not be discouraged if it seems that you are not getting results at first. Give yourself the grace to grow into faith. It is something that starts as a tiny seed, but it can grow into a magnificent, strong oak tree. 

Just take a breath, keep going, and don’t be hard on yourself….or on the Lord. Everything is working in your favor, and your faith is moving mountains that you don’t even know about. 

God won’t fail you. No one who puts all of their trust in Him will be disappointed. When it is needed, allow God to heal the dusty old memories, and celebrate in how far you have come. You are going to see so many wonderful things done….greater than you can even dream. 

I would love for you to read the faith-inspiring stories of the early days of our journey. They are found in my book, Naked Wings on my store. There are also many faith tools available to help you enter into your promises, and exercise your faith. I also have many treasures there that can help you get through the hard, difficult times.

By Dannettte Ward on September 16, 2025

Naked Wings book to buy***

Courage is faith in action 

Jesus saved me from the debt I owed sin, fish is eternal death. Thank You my beautiful Savior. 

Help me to exercise my faith daily dear Holy Spirit. ❤️‍🔥

The Power is in the name of Jesus. 

Jesus is the new Ark. 

It’s already done. I just need to Be still and know that You are God. 

Break the part of me that is blocking me from going to the next level of glory in You. 

I am called to tear down principalities!! In the name of Jesus! 

Help me dear Holy Spirit regain territory in the name of Jesus!!

Surrendering to the Holy Spirit is often minute by minute 

Be glorified in my life dear Lord. 

All those near death experiences are the mercy of God. 

People don’t want to be preached at but they need it. Simply pray, help me to love people well.

I’m all for plastic surgery to feel more confident but the problem arises when people lie about it. 

I am a quick learner. 

Restore my child-like faith in You Jesus.

Narcissists steal your light and can’t even use it. This is why it is demonic. The devil can’t comprehend Light. 

My book-The Demon in your bed 

God’s breath feels like a healing river…

Become a psychiatrist and a psychologist 

Help me to lean into generosity 

Revelation 

The more i give the more I’ll see God in my life. 

I have everything i need in You Jesus. 

Help me to fall in love with The Person of Jesus 

Deliver me from always needing people’s approval!!!

My life is an endless testimony glorifying Jesus 

Identify where the snake is in your family and cut its head off! This will free generations upon generations 

I AM A FREE SPIRIT!!🦋

A Christian free spirit reflects the joy and freedom of life in Christ—walking unbound by man’s chains, but grounded by God’s truth and love. They can be world-changers when their free-flowing spirit stays anchored in the Rock.

Make me a joyful witness of You dear Jesus 

✨ In short: You’ll know you’re healing from people-pleasing when you start feeling more free, grounded, and authentic—even if it occasionally upsets others.

💜 Emotional & Relational Changes

7. Peace in Disagreement

• You can hold space for others to disagree with you without feeling rejected.

• Conflict doesn’t automatically feel like abandonment.

8. Deeper Relationships

• Because you’re showing up as your authentic self, your connections become more genuine and mutual.

• You’re attracting people who respect your boundaries.

9. Healthier Boundaries

• You recognize where you end and others begin.

• You stop rescuing, fixing, or overfunctioning for people.

10. More Self-Compassion

• You’re kinder to yourself when you make mistakes.

• You no longer feel like you must earn love through perfection or constant giving.

To the true children of God 

I can tap into the frequency of Heaven and get endless Heavenly downloads. 

Help me to stop judging my thoughts. 

Kill the judgement spirit within me dear Lord!! 

Deliver me from this judgemental spirit dear God! In Jesus name! 

A study of the life of Jesus. Book I need to buy. 

• How can I emulate You here on earth if i don’t really know You? Three separate Persons in One. 

This book can’t be compromised. 

Dear Lord may this book not be painted by any lies. May YOur Truth flow through it

Dear Jesus I would love to live in the Maldives. Just me and You. 

When God breaks the chains we need to wiggle ourselves out of those chains and cast them as far away as possible.

My life is truly a fairytale being in love with Jesus.❤️‍🔥

My tears flow freely in Your Presence 

I have a genius mind.  ***

My first ministry is my mind. Guard it, cleanse it, purify it, change it to the Mind of Christ. 

The supernatural is my daily reality. 

1. Originality & Creativity

• Goes beyond learning existing knowledge to creating new ideas, methods, or art.

• Thinks in ways that break traditional boundaries.

2. Visionary Thinking

• Sees patterns, possibilities, and connections others overlook.

• Often ahead of their time—bringing revolutionary concepts.

3. Intuitive Insight

• Sometimes their brilliance feels like “knowing without knowing why.”

• Genius often combines intellect with imagination, intuition, and passion.

4. Transformational Impact

• Genius minds don’t just succeed personally; they change fields, influence culture, or shift history.

• Think of figures like Einstein, Da Vinci, or Maya Angelou.

⚖️ The Key Difference

• Intelligence = excelling at what is already known.

• Genius = creating what has never been known.

Take whatever time You need Lord to make me Your shining STAR.🌟 

Reach 

It breaks my heart that there are married women who are afraid of their husbands. 

What does it mean to be 

Oftentimes the best remedies are not covered by insurance. The devil has infiltrated the health insurance system so this should tell you something. God as Healer has given us what we need from the earth. 

Shame has muzzled the mouths of God’s prophets in 2025. You can OVERCOME that shame, whispering lies, because Jesus in You overcame it. 

If something sounds like Heaven, it’s from Heaven. God has put eternity in the human heart.

You’ve given me a curious mind which is beautiful. 

I HAVE ALREADY WON THIS BATTLE IN MY MIND I DECLARE SND DEGREE!!!

I HAVE THE MIND OF CHRIST. 

God sends the world geniuses to help our world but the world spits them out and labels them as having ADHD and being Autistic. Remember, God’s Kingdom is an upside down kingdom. 

I need to hold on to all these Truths when the world is pulling me in a thousand directions. 

A true child of God doesn’t compromise with evil. 

It is not judgment against me, it is teaching me how to reflect Jesus in me. What will Jesus do? 

My soul and body are sin-stained but my spirit is pure because it is intertwined with the Holy Spirit. In His Presence darkness flees!

Where did my need for approval come from? What was the seed planted? 

I hate willingly choosing to fall into sin. It hurts my heart that I’m hurting my Daddy’s Heart.  The fear of man is still a stronghold the Lord is working on in me. Hallelujah Lord. 

I am praising You advance dear Heavenly Father for delivering me totally from this people-pleasing spirit in Jesus name!! Hallelujah! 

My sensitive heart hates being criticized but no fear of criticism from unhealed pain will stop me from saying that Charlie Kirk was NOT a representative of Jesus here on earth. 

At Brazil my self esteem was in the toilet 

The truth is we all took the devil’s deal except Jesus. That’s why He alone is God. 

Narcissists are evil because they manipulate love. God is Love. 

The beautiful Healing Power of God

Narcissistic abuse kills your imagination. But Jesus redeems it 

That’s the thing about love, it has no boundaries. Love can’t be caged.  

In Eden we could love freely without needing to guard our heart.

The sufferings of this world can’t even compare to the Glory that awaits us in the Presence of God. We get to stand in the Presence of God. 

You said If I be lifted up I’ll draw all men to me 

The kingdom of Heaven belongs to those with child-like faith. 

I need to be independent of my family. Ugghh I chose to serve fear and just lied to myself that it was because I would get to see my Clyde.

To be a generational curse breaker-Book 

Why so many of God’s prophets wrestle with lust abs pride? 

Your greatest high in your life is just a drop in the ocean of who Jesus is. 

We are living in the age of Grace where God is pouring out of His Spirit to His Sons and Daughters. The Holy Spirit hasn’t moved like this since creation. The Holy Spirit is preparing the Bride of Christ for Christ, our bridegroom. 

Transform my life dear Jesus. 

The pain of narcissistic abuse is a pain worse than death. That’s why someone who has never experienced it but is still alive, cannot get. 

I’ve been living in fight or flight mode since I was 7 

If a memory comes with pain, then you need some more healing work.🫶🏾💞

Lord may my inner beauty always radiate more than my physical beauty. May they look at me and see Jesus first. 

Sin damns us all to hell but the Blood of Jesus speaks a different Word. 

It’s so incredibly hard being the one God chose to be a generational curse breaker. To my brothers and sisters in Christ who have gone before me. How is freedom looking like from up there? I need encouragement to keep pressing on. Tell me what complete deliverance looks like for you and your family. 

Don’t let pain harden your heart. 

Death Abused married daughter of God, God WILL NEVER JOIN YOU TOGETHER WITH AN ABUSER 

That is not your cross to bear contrary to popular belief. The Truth will always be unpopular in this world ruled by the king of darkness. 

I pray to dream big again!! Restore to me my  imagination. Restore to me everything the enemy stole. 

When something doesn’t go as expected, instead of complaining or murmuring, ask the Holy Spirit, what are You doing here? Help me not go miss it and grab onto it. 

Having assurance of salvation is not a myth. It is my everyday lived reality and it changes the way i navigate this world and the people in it. 

The journey of going from not believing that God  loves you to truly believing that He loves you Is where Heaven touches earth. 

Rejection from people has always been God’s protection 

the demands of the world are exhausting. 

The spirit of John the Baptist is upon many in these last days.  Those who will declare God’s Truth without compromise and prepare the way for our Lord Jesus to return. He is coming back in full Glory as a roaring lion and not a gentle lamb. 

Day 26

When God’s prophets gather to worship our Maker. Chains breakfast. 

Day 27

May this book GLD permeate in the hearts of your daughters crying out to their Daddy to save them. It is in Jesus name I pray Amen. 

Day 28

Traveling to the prophetic conference tonight. I pray for breakthrough dear God! I pray for shackles to be released! I pray that anything not of You burn away for good this weekend! I pray to be further transformed. I go with a surrendered willing heart full of expectations!! I am coming to receive from You dear Father. Fill me up to overflow this weekend dear God. It’s in Jesus name I pray Amen. 

Turn to the Book of Revelations 

We are watching the beginning the fall of Babylon. Every great kingdom on earth has an end. But the Kingdom of Heaven is FOREVER #theendisnear #ourKingshallsoonberevealedtothewholeworld

Red’s love is so pure 😊

Day 30 

Whew the appointment of the Prophets today was so powerful. I’m in AWE. Lord o feel so inadequate whew. 

It’s such a difficult place to be when you’re no longer who you were and not yet who you’re meant to be. Limbo can be quite painful. 

Day 32

Took the day off and was very productive. I’m so thankful I have Vyvanse on board. I was able to accomplish everything I set out to do. Hallelujah!! I can’t even believe it. 

Father, Help me the see the world through eyes of Mercy. Help me see people through the lens of mercy. 

Why is the gift of mercy not talked about much? 

Our eternal rewards start now. 

You called Abraham out of his family because You needed His undivided attention.

I need to fix my eyes on You so the world doesn’t distract me. 

The will comes from the heart. The free will choice to reject the Holy Spirit’s conviction. 

You look at the intent of the heart. No one can hide this from You. 

There is no loneliness in You. In You 

The world is in desperate need of Healing 

All I need is to have is a surrendered willing heart and leave the rest to You. 

Fear is limiting my potential. No doubt the world says i have so much potential. 

Mercy draws people to the Cross

Knowing Jesus 

Help me manifest this faith in my life oh God! 

The Glory of the latter will be greater than the former. 

I want to serve God by magnifying His name on earth. 

I do want to serve God wholeheartedly. 

I will Glorify Your name Jesus 

Let me preach only that which I trust and know to be true of You dear Jesus. 

Letter to Prophet Andrea: My heart poured out. 

My prayer is to play out my heart testimony using the violin or the harp. 

The enemy’s goal was to bury me in an ocean of shame

Pain and suffering birth the most beautiful jewels. 

My rejoicing is a MIGHTY weapon!!

Worship is a Weapon!!

Three Persons, One Glorious Perfect Heart a as

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“Can two move forward if they don’t agree?”  No Father. 

If the “Gospel” preached at Charlie Kirk’s funeral inspired hate in your heart, if it inspired a zeal for vengeance, if it inspired you to fight…lastly, if it inspired an “us vs them” mindset, then let me tell you this LOUD and CLEAR: That was NOT the Gospel of Jesus Christ. The Gospel of Jesus begets the obedience to the two greatest commandments. 

30 Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’[a] 31 The second is this: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’[b] There is no commandment greater than these.”

Mark 12:30-31 (NIV)

30 Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’[a] 31 The second is this: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’[b] There is no commandment greater than these.”

Mark 12:30-31

New International Version

30 Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’[a] 31 The second is this: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’[b] There is no commandment greater than these.”

 John 3:16 “For God so loved the world that He gave His Only Son, that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish but inherit eternal life.” 

I have my grandmother’s spirit. 

Faith is the key to unlock God’s Power in Your life. 

My focus can’t be divided in these end times. Fix my eyes on Jesus. 

2. Advantages of Singleness

Paul highlights the practical and spiritual benefits of singleness:

• Single believers can focus more fully on pleasing the Lord without the divided concerns of family life (1 Cor. 7:32–34).

• Singleness can provide more freedom to serve God wholeheartedly and without distraction.

“So then he who marries his betrothed does well, and he who refrains from marriage will do even better.” (1 Cor. 7:38)

Jesus on Singleness & Celibacy (Matthew 19:10–12)

After Jesus taught about the seriousness of marriage and divorce, His disciples said:

“If such is the case of a man with his wife, it is better not to marry.”

Jesus replied:

“Not everyone can accept this word, but only those to whom it has been given. For there are eunuchs who have been so from birth, and there are eunuchs who have been made eunuchs by men, and there are eunuchs who have made themselves eunuchs for the sake of the kingdom of heaven. Let the one who is able to receive this receive it.”

Voluntary celibacy is honorable – It is a choice some make to give themselves fully to God’s service.

I am as made to hyperfocus on Jesus-the Kingdom of Heaven Himself!

Let my life be a testimony of what freedom in Jesus looks like. In Jesus name Amen! 

Day 33

Went through all my notes from the fast and my spirit is so full. I relax joyfully. 

Day 34

I’ve already found my greatest joy and fulfillment in Christ. Nothing will ever compare. 

Love letter from my Father 

I’ll always be there for you. Truly, I would never loosen My hold on you. My chosen one, you are not just changing into something new, but you are coming back to the truest you, without the dirt of low level attacks, or the sorrows of lack. 

A love letter from the Father 

 Oh, dear soul, I know that you are weary from enduring the weight of so many burdens and needs. Stay here a moment, and take a deep breath. I will be the power to raise you over these things. Yes, I am bringing out a miracle relief. 

 Everything will change soon enough. I will turn this all around, to give you just what you are hoping. It won’t be anything as you have feared. Your prayers have been heard, and acted upon. You will be rescued out of those troubles. 

 Beloved, don’t panic, this has all been planned in advance, and the timing will be perfect. So have no worries, there is much more to come. You will be lifted back to the high places of support again. 

 Relax, dear heart, it’s going to get a lot easier. I’ll put you back on your feet again. Yes! You’ll be living the high life again! You called, and I am sending the answer. Believe in what you have prayed for. 

I have told you what I would do, so that you could rest and have peace through this moment. Rest assured, you will not suffer like times before. Forgive the hardship that you have been through, and trust Me to take you into something wonderful and new. 

 Let’s escape the onslaught of enemy attacks, as I hide you from the confinements of suffering and lack. At the end of yourself, My power will emerge. Make yourself smaller, to disappear from enemy eyes, like a caterpillar folding into a cocoon, and entering a new life. 

 As you come to the end of your fears and doubting, My tangible promise will rise up to the surface. Instead of being a target, like a caterpillar with bright stripes of red and purple, only My glory will be visible. 

I’ll hide you in My blessings, like a silver cocoon of metamorphosis. You’ll be safe and hidden from enemy advances, like small silver pupae that looks like glittering water droplets. 

Surrender into My promise, and let there be no resistance of doubt. The absence of your fearful thinking, will release the transformational miracle that I have promised. At the end of your own strength, My strength will take over. You’ll emerge as unrecognizable, as I raise you into the miracle of My promise. 

Be guided by My promise, and not by how treacherous it looks at the moment. You’ll come out of this experience with deeper confidence in Me, as I prove that you can trust Me through any trouble. 

 You are safe, My love. Take a deep breath and rest in what I have promised. The miracle that I perform will be an absolute marvel. You will come out of this carried by My strength, like a glass wing butterfly holding 40 times her body weight. 

Remain calm, and still in a tranquil posture of belief. Feed on your hopes, and stay expecting. I’ll cause a miracle to rise out, like a glass wing butterfly of indescribable ethereal beauty.

It will be breathtaking what I do, as your weakness becomes the very place that My energizing power flows through. I’ll carry you upon the high winds of blessing, and you’ll be elevated to dance over the tallest mountains. 

I’ll always be there for you. Truly, I would never loosen My hold on you. My chosen one, you are not just changing into something new, but you are coming back to the truest you, without the dirt of low level attacks, or the sorrows of lack.  

You’ll rise up to rest your head upon the clouds, with no more grief or struggle. There will be complete freedom found, as you take to the clear blue skies. Never again will your provisions run out or end. You’ll be continuously refilled again and again. 

Like a glass wing butterfly, whose name means, ‘little mirrors’, you’ll leave this cocoon of need, and restriction, completely mirroring the grandeur of My promised vision. 

I have hidden a miracle in your midst, and at the right moment you will see it. Like a glass wing butterfly secretly dancing between patches of shadow and sunlight, this miracle will arrive as a pleasant surprise. 

Like a whimsical butterfly with transparent wings, you are about to see this miraculous delivery. From out of the unseen, I’ll swiftly lift you into a promise transforming your reality. 

This will turn out as you hope. I’ll do all that you have hoped Me to, and this moment will bring immense success to you. You’ll rise to the loftiest heights overnight, like a sudden emerging butterfly fluttering over the emerald leaves and golden sunlight. 

Scribed by Danielle Ward

Day 35

I’m almost there. I sent Prophet Andrea the email that was on my heart to send. I’ve reached out to Eric and I’m actually excited to give him this 16k. God loves a cheerful giver! Help me to always give with a cheerful heart dear Lord. I pray this sincerely. The more I trust You as Provider, the more I give. I am holding on to Your promises that I will NEVER lack again. My response to Your promises is Yes and Amen. You are faithful. I am choosing to trust You dear Father with my finances. May Your name be glorified through this! I will NOT bow to the spirit of mammon!!! My Daddy is an eternillionare and I choose to rest in this and trust Him because He is perfectly Trustworthy. 

Day 36

I’m home and I feel lonely. I have a call with Red tonight and I’m going to break up. It is the right thing to do. 

Whew thank You Father for helping me in that phone call. I can’t build a relationship based on lies. 

My peace is priceless and it is worth the cost of the occasional loneliness 

My heart hurts💔😥

Day 37  

Red is my husband and I’m at peace with that.😊 it’s not fireworks but a gentle flame.🔥 

Day 38

Verse for chapter 10 

I shall walk in freedom, for I have sought your precepts. (Psalm 119:45

Verse for chapter 12 

“You will know the truth, and the truth will set you free” (John 8:32)

Divorce chapter verse above 

It is better to take refuge in the Lord

      than to trust in man.

It is better to take refuge in the Lord

      than to trust in princes. (Psalm 118:8–9)

You’ve always wanted my heart and attention. You will always have it dearest Savior. I’m so in love with you my beautiful Jesus. ❤️‍🔥 

My Father says I’ll never lack. That season is long gone. Help me to exercise this gift of giving. Help me to worship You through giving dear Father. Help me to look out for the poor always. Help me never to be worried about money. My security is not in money in the bank but in You as Provider. I believe Your Word when You tell me You will provide for all my needs according to the riches of Your Glory in Christ. I believe You when You say You will give me abundantly, exceedingly, above all what I can ask or imagine. I believe Your Word when it says I am a lender and not a borrower! I believe Your Word that I am worth more than a sparrow and the birds in the sky. I believe Your Word when it says the descendants of Jacob will never beg for bread! 

Day 39 of 40 

What you believe about God will either liberate you from an abusive marriage or keep you bound. Do you believe He is a harsh distant God or a loving kind Father who will never want you to stay is a marriage causing you harm. 

I carry resurrection power 

I carry healing power 

The integrity of this book has been compromised with Ms. Joy. 

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Each time I feel resistance towards something that’s the Holy Spirit’s redirection.

The Holy Spirit flows uninterrupted 

Thank You Lord for Victory for the TerryJoe family. Generational curses are broken and cast far into the depths of the sea!!! 

Hallelujah for Victory!!!!

Thank You dearest Holy Spirit for my family’s deliverance!! No more. Our bloodline shall be a pure bloodline glorifying You for generations to come. 

Bernice=Bringer of Victory to my family. 

Day 40

AT LAST!!! Hallelujah! Thank You Holy Spirit for sustaining me during this fast. On those days i thought i couldn’t press on You empowered me!

I can’t believe im at the end of this fast. Father take my sacrifice and Obedience these past 40 days as my seed. You said faith the size of a mustard seed can move mountains! Deliver and heal Your daughters through my testimony. 

And we overcome by the Blood of the Lamb and the word of our testimony. 

My greatest desire is to leave this earth empty and hear You say “Well done good and faithful servant.”🙏🏾

I love You. Thank You.❤️‍🔥

Thank You for VICTORY!!!

Thank You in advance for answering all my Prayers On this fast. 

My SUSTAINER!!!!🙌🏾 

GOD DID IT!!✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨